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20 Feb 2009
JC life is something I have to quickly adapt to- The pace is fast, the workload is (quite) overwhelming, the expectations are higher and after PDP starts, I believe it would be mentally draining as well as physically. Much more so since I got chosen for a sports PDP- floorball and is in the school team. Went through quite a couple of auditions to get into the team actually. In fact, tomorrow's the start of the first training.. Heard their training would be quite intensive. Luck.
Tingwei jumped at 10:13 pm
The JC1s... I understand that we're super hot (: Kenneth the pro-dancer :D Enthusiastic Celeb Edmund my bus partner Sarah's my best Og1 friend ! _____________________________________________________________ Brenda, Yanlin, Kailin Talented Joel ________________________________________________________ Ignite the infinite! Not forgetting our best JC2 OGLs who made our orientation pleasingly sweeeeet... Caring ThongKiat :DD ________________________________________________________ Pretty Yunjie Baby-faced Benjamin ________________________________________________________ sweet-voiced Amanda :) Grace my bubbly best friend ________________________________________________________ Friendly YiXian My charming OGLs- Mat, Crystal ________________________________________________________ OG1 rules. Xcion rules. I can never say I love Xinmin even after 4 years studying there, but I can say, with all my heart and soul, that I love Temasek JC, even if I'd been there only for 5 days. Orientation was pleasingly sweet, and I thank OG1 and the OGLs for giving me these precious memories. Love all of you. _____________________________________________________________ Its never about the school, but the people in it who make the school feel so much like home.
Tingwei jumped at 7:38 pm
31 Jan 2009
Perhaps today I've seen reality- The ugly, demonic side of reality. The deep, sinking sensation has, at last, found its way to me, to tell me mockingly that this is not a dream. 4 more days. 4 more days and it wld be sealed like that forever. The inexplicable pain of waiting... waiting for something which might cease to exist in the very beginning has returned back to torture my soul. The world seems so unfriendly suddenly, releasing that flicker of hope which I naively acknowlege, that glimpse of heaven which I fervently seek, only to plunge me down to the endless depth below later to befriend darkness. Circumstances, although so different, becomes conspicuously, strikingly similar because of the terrible sensation of waiting... helplessly. For I, hold no power, to decide the fate which is no longer mine. I lack the conviction that all would be well in the end, because circumstances have hardened the optimist, because evidence has let down the idealist, because really, reality doesnt work the way miracles do, all the time. But even though strongly aware, my consciousness is unwilling, somewhere deep down in the psyche, the devil continues whispering, urging- There's hope there's hope. ________________________________________________________ Do you know... Hope is a cruel thing?
Tingwei jumped at 11:22 pm
26 Jan 2009
1)Went Henderson Wave Bridge watch sunset with wj. Now I keep thinking of it. I want lie there, sing songs and watch sunset with you. Because You make every experience such a wonderful one (: ____________________________________________________________________ 2) My pet crab died under my care ): I only had it as a pet for one day. Man. Didnt even had the chance to feed it food... Anyway I think it died with its baby. (Yes, I think it was giving birth) This is so saddening ): ____________________________________________________________________ 3) Decided to go back Xinmin for homecoming this year with Donovan. Haha Im supporting my bro's booth (beams) He must be so touched! :O ____________________________________________________________________ 4) Sister's scared of the Killer clown cos she's been reading mr midnight. Its a tough job keeping her calm these few days. ugh. ____________________________________________________________________ 5) Hello CNY! Happy niu year to everyone! And now I'm going photoshoot. Haha Credits go to Melvin (:
Tingwei jumped at 4:32 pm
21 Jan 2009
Recently... 1) Bought CNY's clothes at Bugis. More than contented with the pieces. ________________________________________________________ 2) Washed Daddy's car for the first time today! Daddy said I cld be a car washer given my skills.Yay. ________________________________________________________ 3) Teaching my bro english is reaally FUN because he knows how to appreciate my compositions. Hey bro listen up. You've got the first step to reaching your distinction right- The ability to appreciate great works. Oops. ________________________________________________________ 4) I proved myself a worrywart over him. He dint ignore me. He's just very busy and I'm just very free. And at last, stupid me'd started to grasp this concept. Anyway, much as I dont want the initial feeling to fade away, now I begin to wonder if its just an 'impulse' infatuation which would slowly fade away as time goes tick tock. Whatever. Time will tell. ________________________________________________________ 5) Holidays is coming to an end. (Like finally, after what seemed eternity) Ok, I admit i dont have patience. Cant wait to start schooling agaaain. Hope I can get into vj. Hope luck stays with me this time. Sigh, must I always be a luck-repellent? ): ________________________________________________________ 6) Jalynn Pei Jia Ying, my sis's P2 classmate has somehow formed an uncanny liking to me and likes (too much) to stick with me. (And hell, yes, she's the owner of the 30 missed calls and the calls are still coming strong) I dont mind anyth bout her except the calls cos she's really really (And did I mention, really? ) cute. ________________________________________________________ 7) I've made 3 friends this month/year, Shen Hao, Bon Koh and WeiChen. And I'm wondering how many more close friends I can afford to make. Or lose. ________________________________________________________ 8) Ending my post with a piece of advice for all: You can't buy love, yet you can pay heavily for it. I've seen so many alr...
Tingwei jumped at 9:36 pm
19 Jan 2009
NEVER never( and I repeat NEVER) give your handphone number to a primary school kid. Ahhhh. Gee.This is smth I must learn from now on. Today I had 30 missed calls from my sis's p2 friend. =_____________________________= I super regret giving her my handphone number la. (Big sigh) Why doesnt she stop trying to get me on the phone? Even when I called back (twice) to tell her I'm busy and msged her a couple of times too. My gosh. Help? I think I'd better switch off my phone /: ________________________________________________ Oh anyway I just found out that theres a 405 outing on 29th too, and it clashes with my 6 faith gathering. Gee. Dates like to clash, dont they? Heh. 405 shall have their fun, I shall miss out the fun there and kinda get some fun back by going to faith's gathering. Maaaaan. I cant have it both ways. We all cant, at some time or another... Dont you agree? (: ________________________________________________ I shld reaally have some patience, and play it cool like you. But it gets very irritating sometimes... because you know you can get it if you wanted it by not waiting. But you choose to wait. Because then, you will be seen as the obvious winner. But the title comes with a price. like everything else. Everything comes with a price. Wait and wait and wait like its never-ending. And maybe it is. Its karma its karma I know it. Karma's gnna come back someday.
Tingwei jumped at 9:50 pm
17 Jan 2009
Whooooooooo- I had so much fun today. Met my 6 faith classmates and theyre so lovable. Awww. Went for breakfast at KFC then caught a movie. These guys are awesome maaan. Cant wait for 29th jan! When we meet again... I'll get someone to accompany there then. Any guys interested? My handsome friend Koh Bon? Heh.
Tingwei jumped at 9:36 pm
15 Jan 2009
Choices really suck. But I guess having no choice is just as sucky. (Not that I have a choice to choose IF I had a choice anyway.) But seriously! I hate myself for being so indecisive. ugh ugh ugh. I feel I should just go for National JC-First choice. Victoria is such a risk, my heart wont be able to take it :/ Daddy said NJC is an 'ulu ulu' place but when I got there, I realised that its an acceptable environment and... much to my surprise... I like it. SO.. National JC it is. Just let me get into it successfully. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. ________________________________________________________ You wont need hope if you have faith. Too bad I dont have faith /:
Tingwei jumped at 7:07 pm
12 Jan 2009
O level results are out. My L1R5 is 5 after deduction. RAWRRRRRRRR. It should be better :/
Tingwei jumped at 10:49 pm
30 Dec 2008
I just realised, yesterday, that my O level results are coming out in 10 days time. Worry took its place as the dominant emotion, and the other feelings fade into insignificance. The what ifs began flooding into my mind. What if I dont want to hear the truth anymore? What if Ideal just didnt have its place in my world? What if we couldnt be friends? The thought is impossibly painful, somehow.
Tingwei jumped at 11:08 pm
29 Dec 2008
Strawberry kisses from Cold-rea. 韩国, 寒国。 _______________________________________________________ _______________________________________________________ _______________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________ ________________________________________________________ With that smile, I know you cant imagine how icy cold the weather is. It -7 degrees. And for your information, thats cold. The drink we bought then turned into ice (=___=) And suddenly, I found myself wondering what the freezing temperature for blood is. And I panicked like a dumb kitten. Anyway I'm not uploading the pictures now (took thousands of pictures in Cold-rea) Smiling like that in the more than freezing cold weather really takes power. haaaa. Its late now, and my computer's tired. So goodnight (: The Korea experience shall have to wait for another time.
Tingwei jumped at 11:29 pm
14 Dec 2008
2 more days to Korea. Thats something I just realised. Cool. I think I cant wait. But then again... the pleasure of waiting (for something you know would come when the time ripes) is just gorgeous. (beams) ________________________________________________________ Oh oh and I so love Jacob Black now. He seems so alive, thanks to my great imagination skills. You wait and see. I'll make reality and ideal become friends. I'll dope them with the love potion I'll make them hold each other's hands and walk down the friendship lane. But first, I'll have to seek out ideal. Its forte is hide-and-seek. But you wait and see, I'll find it and I'll hug it and as soon as I do, I wont let it be out of my sight ever again.
Tingwei jumped at 2:44 pm
2 Dec 2008
Going to Far East later with bestest (: I'm bored and thus, I'm posting this random post, because it makes me happy- My fingers like typing :DD Oh and Irene mentioned (on her blog) that I can be the sexiest girl if I dress up, and shes gnna woo me if I dont mind. W-h-o-a-h. Not that its true, but still, I'm flattered. haha! And suddenly I realise that I do miss her alot. Ah! Shall send her a msg now. Bye blog. I hope my company has put a smile on your face (:
Tingwei jumped at 10:37 am
Tingwei jumped at 10:33 am
1 Dec 2008
Sat. URA centre with Weijie in the morning. He spent half his precious day with a cranky and sulky me who kept throwing tantrums. Poor him ): But its not my fault, its my backache's. I really was getting on his nerves. So to get even with me, he started taking unglam pictures of me. Poor me ): Poor us ): And he's tired bcos he slept late, so a kind-hearted me gave him shoulder massage. I seriously think he's sarcastic when he says its nice. But anyway, its the thought that counts. And then we both started craving Anderson's Ice cream and he offered to treat again. But I have to meet Si Yun at Bugis then and thats too bad for me. So the next half of the day was shopping at Bugis. Introduced her to Tori-Q, and she liked it :D Ate at Pasta Mania, shopped. Bought something so cool I'm not gonna say what it is (: Cool, unique and well, cheap. (Thats like so me) haha. I enjoyed talking to her so much that, after she send me home, i sent her back to her house. Lol. ________________________________________________ Sun Sun was greaaat. I finished 5 big chapters on New Moon :D I'd forgotten what I did on the remaining part of the day. Hmm. But anyway, thats not the point. I'm starting to love Edward and Jacob all over again. Edward is caring, rich, gorgeous, sweet and so very perfect. Jacob is amiable, warm, rebellious, boyish and so very hot. Its hard to choose between the two. ha. ________________________________________________ Mon Happy friendship day, bestest (: Rmb our date tmr, elaine! Ok, today was cool. My backache soothed a little. Spent the day doing math- Mathematic Induction, Sequences and series, A.P. and G.P. Decided against going to the doctor's. I hope it was the right decision... eek. Oh oh, and I bought this book for English GP and I had still not gotten over the fact that A level composition wld not consist of narratives. urgh.
Tingwei jumped at 9:58 pm
If you play my game, you stick to the rules. If you dont, you're out. If you're unhappy, you quit. I'm not starting a relationship, but that doesnt mean I'll miss out the fun. So heed my advice. Give the pretty girl who loves you wholeheartedly another chance ok? She's- in so many tangible ways- better than I am. Quit my game. Spare yourself the agony. Quit, before you get eliminated.
Tingwei jumped at 9:54 pm
25 Nov 2008
Life would be perfect if my back wasnt aching so bad.
Tingwei jumped at 8:46 pm
Started reading through Twilight another time. My target is to finish it and New Moon by this holidays (: The other two will have to wait for some other time I guess. ________________________________________________________ It was not until today that I realised the vital part that was missing in my now fixed routine. I knew I was uncomfortable with this routine, although I couldnt find what the cause of it was. Then today, Daddy taught me Mathematic Induction, an altogether new and alien A level Amath topic. ________________________________________________________ And I realised the vital thing that was missing was- Studying. ________________________________________________________ When Daddy gave me an introduction on that topic, I felt great, wonderful, happy. Happier than I could ever have been on any outing, because I knew that the day was productive. So, I decided to have a goal for this holidays. I wanted to learn, because then, I would feel richer. Richer with knowledge. I needed to learn. I craved for knowledge, something new, something I dont know of. ________________________________________________________ Perhaps it is somehow ingrained in my mind that I must spend the day, fruitful. No wonder the half month I had spent had been so...uneasy, uncomfortable. So I'm starting tomorrow. I want the routine I've so gotten used to, back. I want that type of routine. Because it makes me happy. And I only do things to make myself happy. Ha, I'm a hopeless nerd (:
Tingwei jumped at 8:24 pm
23 Nov 2008
So I ask myself now. Am I happy? No. And when I thought you could be helpful to ease some of my problems, here comes you to give me another problem. I'm so disappointed, dom. I'm so angry and upset with you. I had a terrible night yesterday, so thanks (: I guess I'll have another one tonight. Teach me how I can tear it apart and pretend nothing happened. Its impossible. _____________________________________________________________ Donovan, you make me smile later on our date out yea? I've had enough of life's crap. P.S Thanks Elgin.
Tingwei jumped at 11:09 am
Just added a few picts to the post on prom night and the names. So you can browse through them again (:
Tingwei jumped at 11:08 am
Matthew (: ________________________________________________ Kiang Siang (: Teck Guan (: Chong Sien (: JunSheng (: Seow Koon (: Marcus (: ________________________________________________ Ctb (: Kia Chuan (: Mr Tang (: Kiat Han (: Enwei, Ruby, Xinyu (: Limin (: Teddy (: ________________________________________________ Josie (: ________________________________________________ Douglas (: Xingzi (: ________________________________________________ Michelle (: _______________________________________________ Weiyeat (: Mr Foo (: Angie (: _______________________________________________ Mr Ang (: Angeline (: ________________________________________________ Isaiah (: Andrea (: He's so nice on that day, helped me peel my prawns (: _______________________________________________ WanTing (: ________________________________________________ KaiHong (: 405 (: ________________________________________________ Desmond (: _______________________________________________ David (: Kenny (: ________________________________________________ Zeyong (: Cheryl (: Ahh she looks sweet here. Chompu! Prom Queen of the night! ________________________________________________ Post up the other picts another day(: Its weird, some of the picts I posted up on the posting page did not appear on the blog.
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