I have put in so much effort into this shit.And now,i would be most probably saying goodbye to syf :) And i always thought i wont gv it a damn, but the fact is,i realise: i do care.And a great deal too.Great.tsk, so i have to fight for my place to get into syf.Cool man. Shld i let all my efforts run down the drain and come to plain nth?No.Then shld i give it another try and there will be a 90% likelihood that i might still end up wid the same thing?Unattractive choice.But given my circumstances, i dont really have a choice :) Added stress! Ya larr.Try again!Then at least, if all that months of hard work still cant gt me to my goal, i will still smile.At least i tried.

I will nt back down to stress :D
Rawr.i feel like ripping metal.
I feel so cannibal...

Fuck.
I feel terrible
I feel so terrible
Since when did u become so insensitive?
I dont know, and i dont want to