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30 Aug 2007

I'm not sad because of those words you used, but sad because of the person who used those words, never had i thought it would be you.Well i'm not angry, just sad. I mean ya, you are more popular than me,but dont you think you have gone too far this time?

Please la girl, whats there to talk about anymore? Well now since i know how you feel about me, then i think we can all shut up. You're clearly badmouthing me.I didnt believe it when others told me,but now...I still dont want to, but i guess i must. You know why i choose not to go down for recess each time and just stay in class? Doing homework and studying for upcoming tests are just BULLSHIT. There're all excuses.The real reason is because whenever i go down for recess, i cannot find anything to say to you,or her.And you know what?Thats pathetic.

Oh ya and you.I'm sad, really, by the fact that asking you to spend this just pathetic one recess with me seems such a tough thing to do.Ok well i know you would rather spend it with adeline and her.They're much more fun(:

And sometimes i wonder...How many friends do i actually have who care about how i feel? Isnt that what friends should be for? Or being friends with someone is just merely to have fun with him/her?

Does crying mean losing out?Maybe. Haha Jolin i bet you look ugly when you cry.And to those who hate me alot (Suddenly i know of quite a few of you) then congrats,You must be over the moon now (:

I hope you wont hate me if you chanced upon this post.Oh well thats highly impossible i guess, since you already hate me alot.

Random note: I dont need friends who badmouth me, no matter how popular they are or whatsoever, serious.

Anyway,would like to thank Rachel, Sherina,Dominic,Langston,Shao jie and some others who written the note(: