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13 Feb 2008

Oh dammit. Feels and seems like I'm waiting for some rust to grow on my chair.Its getting comfortable by the way.Or some weeds to grow with those crop yields.Or a pig to accompany me, or a fly to fly past and say hello.Or maybe it is.I've blown so many fake bubbles of excuses to continue waiting from 9 plus to 11 plus and yada yadada.Ya i was right about the face stalking part.Is there some way, a navigate button maybe. Its like waiting for the sea to turn bright hot pink or waiting for some ratty-naggy teacher to finish their lectures.One of those weary moments, yet time ticks so slowly. Or a unicorniphide(no such word, dont bother the dictionary) Now, i miss the warm feeling in the gullet down my stomach.It goes whoosh and ahh. I miss the whisky.
Drowsy and sleepy, but its like the most important day of the year(Or so I thought) Maybe the alarm will ring, and someone will tell me I'm sleepy sleepy in a dream.Maybe I will rust, of powder cream and pepper, and cornflakes(Honeyed butter ones)and sugar and ice and tea.Boo at the arriving of Twilight, i wished it was earlier. I wished you were earlier.For the weeds to grow, aye aye. I get it now, finally.Will i regret this? I think so but i hope not.(i really hope not) Its like one of those many things that happen in the world, only once.