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Bittersweet
about JOLIN Almost lovable linkification linkss.. Cheryl Christabel Dominic ELAINE ESTHER IRENE Kenneth Goh KENNETH Wong SHARLENE Shihui Shona Xiaohao WEIJIE RubberBAND > tag |
6 Mar 2008
Theres this voice in my head. Its humming, singing, singing a soft yet lovely tune. I smile when I hear it. I smile. But then, another voice comes in to take over its place.. Its crying, sobbing, silently... I never fail to wonder who that is from... ...........Me? ________________________________________________ It ought not be, I thought. This person certainly needs help, needs care, needs utmost love from anyone... Why wont that someone be me? I will help this person, I thought. But then, there came other wailing voices.. so many of these voices, I stumble. How could I possibly help all of them? But I try. I really try. I see, the horizon. The others... How they are not trying to help, even when they could... ________________________________________________ Maybe I just cannot bring myself not to care like the rest. This feeling that me not being there for them..It just kills my soul But then, even when I came to help the rest, sometimes I stop to reflect, what I've done. Yet sometimes even the hero may break down, but who's there to help me? ________________________________________________ Most times, I just treat things like they never happen And keep smiling, for the rest... But it hurts inside... Because I am not feeling that way. ________________________________________________ Why do I deceive myself so, when the whole world is laughing at my stupidity? ________________________________________________ Sometimes I wonder, if all is worth much, will others appreciate the little things I do for them? They dont show it, I know. But maybe deep down inside, deep deep down inside, they may feel my love for each and every single one of them, even if I dont say it out loud. Actions speaks louder than words. ________________________________________________ I do what I can, and hope. hope people feel the care, when their world seems to be breaking apart And I try hard to feel the care, too. ________________________________________________ If they just knew, how much I truly cared...
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