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6 Mar 2008

Theres this voice in my head.
Its humming, singing, singing a soft yet lovely tune.
I smile when I hear it. I smile.
But then, another voice comes in to take over its place..
Its crying, sobbing, silently...
I never fail to wonder who that is from...
...........Me?
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It ought not be, I thought.
This person certainly needs help,
needs care,
needs utmost love
from anyone...
Why wont that someone be me?
I will help this person, I thought.
But then, there came other wailing voices..
so many of these voices,
I stumble.
How could I possibly help all of them?
But I try.
I really try.
I see, the horizon.
The others...
How they are not trying to help,
even when they could...
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Maybe I just cannot bring myself not to care like the rest.
This feeling that me not being there for them..It just kills my soul
But then,
even when I came to help the rest,
sometimes I stop to reflect,
what I've done.
Yet sometimes even the hero may break down,
but who's there to help me?

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Most times, I just treat things like they never happen
And keep smiling,
for the rest...
But it hurts inside...
Because I am not feeling that way.
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Why do I deceive myself so,
when the whole world is laughing at my stupidity?
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Sometimes I wonder,
if all is worth much,
will others appreciate the little things I do for them?
They dont show it, I know.
But maybe deep down inside,
deep deep down inside,
they may feel my love for each and every single one of them,
even if I dont say it out loud.
Actions speaks louder than words.
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I do what I can,
and hope.
hope people feel the care,
when their world seems to be breaking apart
And I try hard to feel the care, too.
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If they just knew,
how much I truly cared...