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Does assurance come with a price?
All I wanted was to assure myself that my essays were on the right track.
Why do I always need assurance from elsewhere? Cant I assure myself the things that I do?
I rmbered smth my father said to me one day before the amaths prelim exams...
I was reading the textbook then.
He told me that I wasnt studying, and that I was just trying to 'buy assurance', to assure myself that hey I could do well bcos I read the Textbook from the first page to the last and not miss out anyth.
He was right, yet again.
That was indeed what I was trying to do.
I am reading the textbook for the sake of reading the textbook.
How dumb.
I guess assurance do really come with a price.
Now I just hope that price isnt too expensive.
sigh.
Its hard to really describe how I'm feeling now.
Its not stress, nope. Oh wait, maybe it is.
Dull, sinking sensation.
A feeling that makes me want to sigh repeatedly.
A feeling that discourages the usual happy me from showing.
A...weird feeling ):
How the little things that add up can make such an impact.
Maybe its the prelims...The amaths and physics results. sigh.
All I wanted was to assure myself that my essays were on the right track.
Why do I always need assurance from elsewhere? Cant I assure myself the things that I do?
I rmbered smth my father said to me one day before the amaths prelim exams...
I was reading the textbook then.
He told me that I wasnt studying, and that I was just trying to 'buy assurance', to assure myself that hey I could do well bcos I read the Textbook from the first page to the last and not miss out anyth.
He was right, yet again.
That was indeed what I was trying to do.
I am reading the textbook for the sake of reading the textbook.
How dumb.
I guess assurance do really come with a price.
Now I just hope that price isnt too expensive.
sigh.
Its hard to really describe how I'm feeling now.
Its not stress, nope. Oh wait, maybe it is.
Dull, sinking sensation.
A feeling that makes me want to sigh repeatedly.
A feeling that discourages the usual happy me from showing.
A...weird feeling ):
How the little things that add up can make such an impact.
Maybe its the prelims...The amaths and physics results. sigh.