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25 Nov 2008
Life would be perfect if my back wasnt aching so bad.
Tingwei jumped at 8:46 pm
Started reading through Twilight another time. My target is to finish it and New Moon by this holidays (: The other two will have to wait for some other time I guess. ________________________________________________________ It was not until today that I realised the vital part that was missing in my now fixed routine. I knew I was uncomfortable with this routine, although I couldnt find what the cause of it was. Then today, Daddy taught me Mathematic Induction, an altogether new and alien A level Amath topic. ________________________________________________________ And I realised the vital thing that was missing was- Studying. ________________________________________________________ When Daddy gave me an introduction on that topic, I felt great, wonderful, happy. Happier than I could ever have been on any outing, because I knew that the day was productive. So, I decided to have a goal for this holidays. I wanted to learn, because then, I would feel richer. Richer with knowledge. I needed to learn. I craved for knowledge, something new, something I dont know of. ________________________________________________________ Perhaps it is somehow ingrained in my mind that I must spend the day, fruitful. No wonder the half month I had spent had been so...uneasy, uncomfortable. So I'm starting tomorrow. I want the routine I've so gotten used to, back. I want that type of routine. Because it makes me happy. And I only do things to make myself happy. Ha, I'm a hopeless nerd (:
Tingwei jumped at 8:24 pm
23 Nov 2008
So I ask myself now. Am I happy? No. And when I thought you could be helpful to ease some of my problems, here comes you to give me another problem. I'm so disappointed, dom. I'm so angry and upset with you. I had a terrible night yesterday, so thanks (: I guess I'll have another one tonight. Teach me how I can tear it apart and pretend nothing happened. Its impossible. _____________________________________________________________ Donovan, you make me smile later on our date out yea? I've had enough of life's crap. P.S Thanks Elgin.
Tingwei jumped at 11:09 am
Just added a few picts to the post on prom night and the names. So you can browse through them again (:
Tingwei jumped at 11:08 am
Matthew (: ________________________________________________ Kiang Siang (: Teck Guan (: Chong Sien (: JunSheng (: Seow Koon (: Marcus (: ________________________________________________ Ctb (: Kia Chuan (: Mr Tang (: Kiat Han (: Enwei, Ruby, Xinyu (: Limin (: Teddy (: ________________________________________________ Josie (: ________________________________________________ Douglas (: Xingzi (: ________________________________________________ Michelle (: _______________________________________________ Weiyeat (: Mr Foo (: Angie (: _______________________________________________ Mr Ang (: Angeline (: ________________________________________________ Isaiah (: Andrea (: He's so nice on that day, helped me peel my prawns (: _______________________________________________ WanTing (: ________________________________________________ KaiHong (: 405 (: ________________________________________________ Desmond (: _______________________________________________ David (: Kenny (: ________________________________________________ Zeyong (: Cheryl (: Ahh she looks sweet here. Chompu! Prom Queen of the night! ________________________________________________ Post up the other picts another day(: Its weird, some of the picts I posted up on the posting page did not appear on the blog.
Tingwei jumped at 9:54 pm
17 Nov 2008
The Stress is going awaaaaaaay. Oooh I love this feeling! _________________________________________________________ Anyway I got a haircut today and I'm in love with it :D Its short and niceee. Tomorrow will be a busy busy busy day again. Blazer and passport stuff. Awww man. (eek?) Oops. __________________________________________________________ Happy birthday to you. Tell me when you want to claim your present (: Hope you enjoyed your day!
Tingwei jumped at 10:22 pm
16 Nov 2008
LIFE. The world today. George Carlin The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers wider freeways but narrower viewpoints We spend more, but have less We buy more, but enjoy it less We have bigger houses and smaller families more conveniences but less time more degrees but less sense more knowledge but less judgement more experts but more problems more medicine but less wellness We drink too much smoke too much spend too recklessly laugh too little drive too fast get too angry quickly stay up too late get up too tired read too seldom watch TV too much and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our posessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life, but not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbour. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've split the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication. These are times of fast food and slow digestion; Tall men and short character Steep profits and shallow relationships. These are times of world peace, but domestic warfare More leisure but less fun More kinds of food but less nutrition These are days of two incomes, but more divorce; Of fancier houses, but broken homes These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw away morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is too much in the show window and nothing in the stockroom.
Tingwei jumped at 10:54 pm
My eyes look weird today. They look like camel's eyes-Thriple eyelids. Eek. Hope my normal eyes will return to me after awhile. Went to cousin's hse ytd and she showed us Disneyland's pictures (: So fantasy like, I feel like going there tooo. Haha. Ok I have to prepare to go out now. Weijie's treating me sushi buffet, yumm. And then I have a date out with cheryl too. Byeee blog, dont miss me.
Tingwei jumped at 10:04 am
14 Nov 2008
____________________________________________________________ I wanna be bored toooo. Yes I mean it when I said that (Or typed that rather) Eeek. Yesterday was a busy busy busy day. Sent my blazer for dry-cleaning, went to make new passport in the afternoon... Had a heated row with daddy over the passport issue and I was like not even at fault ok. Him and his nasty temper ruined the day for me. Thanks ar. And when I tried to reason, he said I talked back and told me to shut up. See the problem with adults is that they always have this excuse. (sigh) And when Mummy agreed that I was right, he scolded her too. That sucked. So Mummy and I went shopping at Bugis to 'take revenge' Thats how mummy put it. (We took Daddy's credit card) I bought my prom dress and that cheered me up loads(: Today is stay-home-friday. Actually thought of going to band camp to visit the juniors but we're having crab for dinner so decided against it. And today is busy busy busy again.... with household chores. I made the beds for everyone, swept and mopped the floor, hanged and folded the clothes, did the dishes, went to pick up my lil sis from school.. And read outdated magazines from 2001. >____________________________< Ok thats a habit I picked up months ago as a response to those new and expensive magazines. I wish I have moreeee time alone man. Dont like busy days. Which explains why I wanna be bored toooooo. bah. P.S Getting bday presents for guys is no easy feat ): P.P.S I'll rather be a perfect best friend
Tingwei jumped at 3:34 pm
12 Nov 2008
Mummy its over! Ok The o levels are over over over over! But I dont feel as happy as I ought to feel... Cos I guess I should be jumping for joy now and I am not. And the cause of it is the last chem paper 1 I did today. Sucked to the core. I got bloody 6 qns wrong. 6?!?! Can u believe it. Omg. that means I got 34/40.. And thats a far cry from my O lvl specimen paper 1( which I got full marks) Roaaaaarrrrrrrr. How is that possible? ): I didnt study for the chem specimen paper and I got full marks. I studied like shit for the real paper and I got shit marks. Ah well. Anyway O levels was alright. BUT. I screwed up Physics paper 2, HMT paper 1 and Geog paper 2. So I am seriously praying that the others will be A1 scripts. They better be. Fine, enough about the O levels. Im sick and tired of it! ___________________________________________________________________________ I made up a list of people I want to go out with cos i miss them aloot. 1) Sharlene 2) Irene 3) Esther 4) Joey 5) Elaine 6) Cheryl 7) Si yun 8) My favourite cuzzies! 9) Kenneth 10) Donovan 11) Dominic 12) Weijie And as I stare and stare at the list... I concluded that I will have to save up (: Going J8 in awhile time. I am like so gonna enjoy life!!
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