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Bittersweet
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25 Nov 2008
Started reading through Twilight another time. My target is to finish it and New Moon by this holidays (: The other two will have to wait for some other time I guess. ________________________________________________________ It was not until today that I realised the vital part that was missing in my now fixed routine. I knew I was uncomfortable with this routine, although I couldnt find what the cause of it was. Then today, Daddy taught me Mathematic Induction, an altogether new and alien A level Amath topic. ________________________________________________________ And I realised the vital thing that was missing was- Studying. ________________________________________________________ When Daddy gave me an introduction on that topic, I felt great, wonderful, happy. Happier than I could ever have been on any outing, because I knew that the day was productive. So, I decided to have a goal for this holidays. I wanted to learn, because then, I would feel richer. Richer with knowledge. I needed to learn. I craved for knowledge, something new, something I dont know of. ________________________________________________________ Perhaps it is somehow ingrained in my mind that I must spend the day, fruitful. No wonder the half month I had spent had been so...uneasy, uncomfortable. So I'm starting tomorrow. I want the routine I've so gotten used to, back. I want that type of routine. Because it makes me happy. And I only do things to make myself happy. Ha, I'm a hopeless nerd (:
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