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25 Nov 2008

Started reading through Twilight another time.
My target is to finish it and New Moon by this holidays (:
The other two will have to wait for some other time I guess.

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It was not until today that I realised the vital part that was missing in my now fixed routine. I knew I was uncomfortable with this routine, although I couldnt find what the cause of it was. Then today, Daddy taught me Mathematic Induction, an altogether new and alien A level Amath topic.

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And I realised the vital thing that was missing was- Studying.

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When Daddy gave me an introduction on that topic, I felt great, wonderful, happy. Happier than I could ever have been on any outing, because I knew that the day was productive.
So,
I decided to have a goal for this holidays.
I wanted to learn, because then, I would feel richer.
Richer with knowledge.
I needed to learn.
I craved for knowledge, something new, something I dont know of.

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Perhaps it is somehow ingrained in my mind that I must spend the day, fruitful.
No wonder the half month I had spent had been so...uneasy, uncomfortable.
So I'm starting tomorrow.
I want the routine I've so gotten used to, back.
I want that type of routine.
Because it makes me happy.
And I only do things to make myself happy.
Ha, I'm a hopeless nerd (: